Changed
It's been a while.... If you think I've been well..... I'm not. You have changed. I cannot believe my heart has fallen into this trap called love. How did I let myself sink into this? I have always guarded myself against this kind of situation. The sadness and loneliness are eating me alive. My heart aches every time I think of you. I am not this kind of person. I have never let anyone enter my heart because I know I could never bear the hate and pain that might come with it. How can I… me… feel this way? You're not the one. You are taken. You are just a temporary someone who makes me feel happy, even if only for a little while. So how did you manage to have such an impact on me? You don't deserve this love I am feeling… Is it love? I am not even sure, because I don't remember ever loving anybody else this way. But you cannot be the one. You should not be. I have to detach myself. I cannot invest in this kind of feeling. It's wrong. And maybe that's ...